In the end,its always me. I'm really thankful for my close friends from sec sch days.However,they are going separate paths different from mine.What we can only do now is find one day which we are all free and just have dinner together.

Therefore,its like this,I will always be by myself,cause it seems that whatever I do,it is wrong or there will be someone unhappy with it.I just want everyone to be in peace and without any unhappiness